I dont know where to start… Arthur is gone, Alice is gone….
Me and Arthur were at a meeting a couple months ago and he introduced me as his friend….
Arthur’s funeral was friday.
Unscathed
Do you misbehave…..
Get caught adrift in the haze….
claim to be saved….
live in a maze….
Are you unscathed…………
Do you have battles in the mind…
inability to surrender to time….
Your one track is the grind….
accept nothing less than prime….
Are you unscathed………..
Do you wake up crying…
Have dreams of flying…
thoughts of dying…
wonders why you keep trying…
Are you unscathed….
If any claim to be unscathed in the master that has you captured as its slave….
you’d be lying……
Perversion
The dirty mind…
lack of self control…
filthiness…
Lonely
Lonely….
How long…
whats right or wrong
where does my heart belong
please no sad songs…
Its all my fault
this cant be what my lifes about …
i wont scream or shout
ill sit in silence
until i figure it out
Beneath Us/Hulu
Why do people make movies like this? It plants a seed of hatred.
The lady in the movie helped me realize why they call some people pigs. She looked like a two legged pig. Pearls on a swine. Did the movie cause her to resemble a pig or does she really favor miss piggy…
What a disgusting movie….
It was hard to watch but I forced myself to finish it because somewhere a mind is really this twisted….
If u look into the sky
If you look into the sky u will find me..
Way up high with the suns rays behind me…
its so very beautiful here…
Though im far away im always near…
ive finally found my peace…
where the love that i never knew is constantly being released…
no more troubles…
no more worries…
no more fears…
and most importantly…to you my dear….
no more tears….
live your life…live it good..,,
and this place that i describe…will be better understood….,
Birth Day
hey Mama
today is our day
this is the day you brought me here
with pain and suffering
there was no other way🙁
thank you mama for being so brave
thank you for teaching me not to misbehave
thank you for the sacrifices that you made
thank you for all the loans that I never repaid😞
thank you for teaching me how to be tough
You were preparing me for the world
you knew it was rough
thank you for a love that never failed
a love that no matter the circumstance
always prevailed
it traveled through jungles, oceans, mountains, fire, highways, by-ways, cages of steel
a love without question
a love that is real
Orphan 3
My Mama, Sister, and Me
we were known as the orphan 3
We were the ones that no one wanted…
Growth started out as a child stunted…
without guidance, reasoning , or logic….
seldom to none is how we got it…
how we hungered to be loved…
the gentle kind thats innocent as a dove…
It never came knocking at our door…
all we got was a faithful whore…
who wanted to ride and ride until she couldnt no more…
turned our flower into a stem….
Blocked our light until it grew dim….
changed the babe into the beast….
all we ever knew was war with no peace…
how did this happen to us three…
roaming this savage land like a lock with no key….
oh how i love my Mama, sister, and me ….
we came into this world as the orphaned three…
maybe that is all we will ever be…
our love for one another is enough for me…
dedicated to Shelia…Tameka…and Nikki
Love you Mama
Tomorrows Tears
Its a hard life filled with pain …theres no one around to stop the rain…
laugh play dance as much as u can u may lose the chance to do it again
Change, Life, Lunatics
Life is hard….Change must be even harder….
many people been messed up for most of their lives and perpetrate a fraud like they have it together but the real them shows up eventually….
Age doesnt help some people…it makes them worse or even more pathetic…
but they wont admit that they are messed up, they will simply blame the devil and find no fault of their own….
what are they….
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